It has
been a long and arduous week for me. I’ve traveled over thirteen hundred miles,
saw some family I haven’t seen in quite some time and when I got home, I got
sick. So sick that I ended up in bed for two days straight, I slept most of
that time and had some very odd dreams. Dreams I won’t go into right now
because I know it will reveal more of me than I want to reveal. But I will say
that when I awoke from my stupor the bags that have been accumulating under my
eyes for the past year, had receded only leaving a slight discoloration in the
skin around my eyes. I had missed two shifts at my primary job and one at my
secondary job and I was still tired, congested and groggy. Yet I felt a lot
better than I had in a while. So today, Friday, I got up and went to work, I
lasted a half a day.
By
noon, my coughing had increased and the achiness in my joints was becoming
unbearable. I was afraid that if I stayed at work much longer I would not be
able to ride Bernadette home. So I left early and came home. Climbed into bed
and tried to sleep. It didn’t work. I tossed and turned for ninety minutes
before I grabbed my computer and decided to write a blog for you.
This
blog really won’t be much to read, I do have to say that the story I wrote and
sold on spec for an anthology to be released in June has been now cancelled. It
appears there was some sort of issue with the publisher that I won’t go into
here. Needless to say, I’m not happy about it but it does afford me one more
finished story to submit somewhere else at a later date. Which brings me to my
current work in progress, it is now officially novella length and almost
complete. I figure I have about two thousand more words left to wrap it all up
and then it is off to the pre-readers and editors for the red pen desecration.
This story has no home and was not written for a submission. It was written for
me to put to rest some things in my past. It most likely will never find a home
but that is ok with me too. I’m happy to have just been able to write it.
As for
my trip north, I think I covered it in my last blog but I have to say I did
manage to get some rare, quality, one on one time with my mother. It has been
years since we have been able to sit down uninterrupted and talk to each other.
Not as Mother to Son or vice versa, but Adult to Adult and it felt good. Sure
we rehashed old thoughts and feelings but other insights were divulged as well
and that makes me feel good. It also makes the entire crazy assed trip worth
it. Sickness and all.
So,
while I sit here, trying to regain my healthy status, I am filled with warm
thoughts and memories of a week filled with ups and downs.
Have a
great week.
Hope you feel better soon.
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